My father, my story... When I think of my Father, I feel my whole body tense. My brain starts twirling around like one of those game show wheels. On what memory it will stop on...is anybody's guess. One thing I know for sure is there are no good prizes on a spinning wheel of memories. Just bloody, bony clawed hands dragging me back to a … [Read more...] about My Father – For Lack of a Better Word
Sex and The Fat Girl – My Story
Believe it or not, I have had just as diverse a sex life as many of you would have had. When I think back, there is not one person who I have had sex with, that I didn't love, and if that makes me a wowser, then 'Hello' from the wowser. Now believe it or not I am just like any other woman when it comes to 'healthy relationships'. (I am not … [Read more...] about Sex and The Fat Girl – My Story
Self Harm – I Am My Own Worst Enemy
I am a professional self harmer. I call myself this because it has only been in the last two years that anybody has known this about me. It was one of my big fat secrets. I was in a ten year marriage, and my husband nor any of my new family at the time, had any idea what I was doing to myself. Telling somebody that you self harm is a huge … [Read more...] about Self Harm – I Am My Own Worst Enemy
Do You Hate Fat People? Then You Hate Me
I live in a world where if you're not perfect, you are to be shamed, bullied, ridiculed, beaten down...because you don't fit the Perfect Mould. If you are not perfect , then you don't fit the mould! Can you imagine who the leader of the Perfect People is? I can't begin to imagine the Perfect People, I don't think I have ever seen one, come … [Read more...] about Do You Hate Fat People? Then You Hate Me
The Fat Suit – My Layer of Protection
My Story. My Fat Suit. Did you know that 50% of overweight or obese people suffer from some form of depression? Did you know that 50% of those 50% have suffered some form of abuse in their lives? Did you know that stares and remarks, nasty social media remarks, just add to their depression and self hate? Do people ever stop to think … [Read more...] about The Fat Suit – My Layer of Protection
Catholic Church – My Sexual Abuse
Suffer the little children...and suffer we did, and still are. My Story. I sit here in front of my computer and stare at a Towards Healing Pack that has been sent to me from the Catholic Church. Do the Catholic Church truly believe that their Towards Healing Programme is going to heal the damage they have done to me and the many … [Read more...] about Catholic Church – My Sexual Abuse
My Mother – The Mother Who Never Loved Me
My Story. I was born to parents who didn't love me and who didn't want me and I started paying the price the day I was born. My mother was married to a pedophile. A rapist. He molested and abused her first child, another daughter who is nine years older than me. So by the time I could remember my sister, she was gone. I have very few … [Read more...] about My Mother – The Mother Who Never Loved Me
Meet The Pedophile – Say Hello To My Daddy
My father was the first born child to pathological parents. My father's father (my grandfather) was a pedophile and my grandmother had been involved in prostitution and was also a well-known back-yard abortionist. Knitting needles were the only instruments in her medical bag. She was a better abortionist than a knitter and it was good easy … [Read more...] about Meet The Pedophile – Say Hello To My Daddy
Apology – Hard For Me To Say I’m Sorry
My Thoughts. I am the type of person who hates to upset anyone. I have no trouble apologizing. In fact, I know that if I apologize to someone it wont make me faint, my right arm won't fall off, it means that I have listened, and I acknowledge that I have done or said the wrong thing. There is no excuse or anyone else to blame...but … [Read more...] about Apology – Hard For Me To Say I’m Sorry
Eating Disorders – Food Glorious Food
My Story. Over 70 million people in the world suffer from an eating disorder. That means there are 70 million family’s directly impacted by this epidemic. I would like to acknowledge family’s at this point, because they bare the worry of watching their loved one binge, starve or purge their way into a very controlled, very depressive … [Read more...] about Eating Disorders – Food Glorious Food
