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<\/p>\nSuffer the little children…and suffer we did, and still are.<\/p>\n
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My Story.<\/p>\n
I sit here in front of my computer and stare at a Towards Healing Pack that has been sent to me from the Catholic Church.<\/p>\n
Do the Catholic Church truly believe that their Towards Healing Programme is going to heal the damage they have done to me and the many thousands of others?<\/p>\n
You don’t heal from these atrocities.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n You don’t go anywhere near ‘Towards Healing’.<\/p>\n There is no peace, no calm, no amount of praying and faith that will ever give us – the Survivors of Abuse at their hands – any kind of healing…and if they don’t understand that by now…they never will.<\/p>\n I am a 50 year old woman who lives in Australia, and I have received my Towards Healing pack. For those of you who don’t know what Towards Healing is, it’s a large document that the Catholic Church send to you as their way of making up for all the wrong doings their representatives have committed in the past.<\/p>\n How out of touch and ridiculously na\u00efve the Catholic Church are.<\/p>\n Healing from what they took from me<\/em> and did to me<\/em> will never happen. They took the one thing I had left to clutch onto in this world. My faith in God. What they did to me will come.<\/p>\n I was eleven years old when I walked into a Catholic Church, I was already being raped, sodomized and tortured at home by my Mother<\/a>, my Father<\/a>, an uncle and an older cousin.<\/a><\/p>\n After years of praying to God to please come and save me, I plucked up the courage to walk into the Catholic Church and speak to God himself. (I was not allowed to go anywhere, have friends or speak to others…so it took a lot of courage.)<\/p>\n So I entered the Church and I met a Catholic priest that day – and to this very day, I know I met Satan himself. The priest I met that day must have thought it was a good day for him indeed…and that it didn’t get better than this…a Methodist walking into a Catholic Church begging for help.<\/p>\n This priest had his own private confession system set up for me. I spent every Friday afternoon for a year going back to his Church, and leaving after being raped, sodomized and tortured with Crosses and Rosary Beads.<\/p>\n The worst weapon of all that he had over me was fear. He told me that he could see me wherever I was and that if I didn’t come back each Friday, that he would set the Devil on me, who was much worse than my family or him! I needed to be exorcised of what my family was doing to me. The only way for him to do that, was to do exactly the same thing to me.<\/p>\n The Catholic Church took the only one hope I had left to me in my life. My faith in God. I still believed in God that first day I walked into that Church.<\/p>\n What price would it be for the Catholic Churches robbing of an eleven year old girl of her faith?<\/em><\/p>\n What price would it be for a Priest to lose his faith? <\/em><\/p>\n What price would it be for a Bishop to lose his faith? <\/em><\/p>\n What price would it be for a Pope to lose his faith?<\/em><\/p>\n Do any of these men have the right to judge me, and to think that their faith, is more important than mine ?<\/p>\n I was an eleven year old girl who grew up in the most deplorable circumstances imaginable and when I turned to the Catholic Church for help I became a Sex Slave. Worse than that, I became a Sex Slave to a man I thought was God and who didn’t love me,<\/a>\u00a0 and a Church who hid me and my dirty little secrets.<\/p>\n